Missed twice =(

last year on this very same date, i was in the same mood as i am now.
very sad. =(

last year i was in NS alone missing everyone back here.
this time I'm home but I'm missing you Thian Hong.

my Aussie bf/cousin/best friend just flew back this morning.
and i feel even worse that I've missed his going back flight twice in one year! =(
I'm really sorry. i wouldn't have missed it for the world if i could. =(
sigh. so much for not feeling well. =(
i am really going to miss you. =(

thanks for coming back
I'll dearly miss you. =(

~maybe after all it was fated to be this way~