i think last night was rather looooooong and scary. didnt really manage to sleep till 6 this morning.

anyways SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all muslims!
this is one unforgettable raya

school break is going to be over before i know it AGAIN!!!
then dooms day will hit me unprepared,exams! =/
this holidays was suppose to be about studying but i dont think i've done much studying.
and the amout of homework i have is like a mountain!!
oh just shoot me la. i'll pay for not studying man! =/
cant blame me for not studyinggggggggggg.
i have so much on my mind and so much to do..
basically i just have many distractions and i like some of them! =/
and i dont think i know how to study anymore.
no studying has been done over about 10 months now! =S
and im suppose to squeeze all the 5 subjects into my brain!
i feel that i cant hardly breathe with everything on my hand. sigh.
believe me ,im going to have a panic attack soon!
im just very scared.
and the pass week has caused more then enough worries to last me an entire life time.. =(

every time my phone doesnt sound i start to worry.
=(