Done with the Holidays

you never know what you loose till you've lost it.

today would be so called my last day of bumming around doing nothing with no worries at all, wonder why?!! i don't think I've ever mentioned it on the blog before but I'm going back to study.
WHERE?! haha
SMK TAMAN SEA, yup I'm doing form 6! =/
if you HAVE to know why? in short, i have no choice!
but I'm still praying for my scholarship , pray for me too? =)

today would also be the last day of my brownish, redish, orangish coloured hair. =(
i love my hair colour but you know school wouldn't allow dyed hair. =(
so back to black coloured hair later.=/

today is exactly 2 months since i came back from NS! which mean i had 2 months of full holidays!! =)
it was a really enjoyable one, but yet boring at the same time.
at some time in the holiday i actually hoped form 6 would start earlier! but now i don't want it to start at all!! =(
if you know me well enough you would know that i dread first day of school! =(
i have no idea why but i just fear the first day of school! even if it was a 1 week break.
weird right?!! XD

so tmr would be a whole new chapter in life again. =)
I'm excited yet emo just like Cheeks ! all his fault! =/
I've been spending so much time with my penganggur besties lately and it seems like when school starts we're parting from each other. sigh =(
i guess jess would understand.
since everyone entered coll and all i guess many relationships ended. love, friendship etc

those that are already in coll, they are busy and have new friends but how about the old ones?
those once were your best friend and everything you count on.
in simple words forgotten! sigh.
sometimes all you need to do is just put in a little effort and check on some one to show that you still care. oh well i can say that if i stop trying, I'll just be one of those millions of friends you HAD before.
ahhhh bitter bitter!

change topic now. =P
tmr I'll be allowed to drive to school!!! =]
whee finally i can take the car out on my own, honestly I'm a little scared
but I'll take the chances! ;)
I'll miss a lot of things about the holidays but now it would be a whole new adventure.
just what i need =)