The 3 letter word

WHY ? this 3 letter word leaves a bigger impact on some people rather than bad words

welll i have learnt to stop ask why.
but its hard sometimes as i cant help but ask why!?
normally my why's are questions to God but than i realise God has a plan for everything.
always a good plan never a plan to hurt us.
so i leave it in His hands.

so yeah have you felt extreme disappointment that you couldnt sleepp?!
oh my gosh so stupid right?
haha anyways i manage to sleep of course but i know im disappointed when i wake up.
but than again you might think why in the world am i disappointed with...................................
i have my reasons.

i guess mayb because i hate being lied to??
people say im not lied to.
oh well..believe me its not for me to say but only you would know. =]
and i think the new me is so much better than the old me.
you might not like it, but it doesnt mean you have to lie.

anyways i have realise life is to short to fake it.
if you have lost your direction ask for directions and you'll get back on it. dont fake it.
and in the process try not hurting people. =)
it actually put me down in my lowest self.
well i admit i was mad, but i forgive even if you dont need it.
but yeah i would like to say sorry to. =)

anyways this post is for you.
you know who you are and i know you would read this.
so im sorry.