Sunday, April 01, 2007

R.I.P Victor

i have a friend his name is Victor Chai.
he was really a Cheeky guy and never fails to bully me and entertain me at the same time.
yesterday he went back to God.=[
he got into a car accident last last night,and he didnt make it. siighhhh..
and this is for him.

to my dear friend Victor,
although we may have our differences but we still managed to be friends.
not best friends but friends.
but that was enough for me..
you use to bully me back then and i disliked it so much
but now i wish you would bully me all the time.=[
although we werent close but i still feel the lost. sigh..=[
i really pray that God will bring comfort to your loved ones.
i will sure miss you.
i ask God when i found out you passed, why why why??!!
why take him at such a yound age.?! he doesnt deserve such things.
then i got an answer for my dad. God has a plan for everything.sigh..
i was mad with God because i really prayed that you would be fine.i never experience death in my life before,not even once.
i really wanted to see you again,up and cheer-ry..
i couldnt even see you for the last time.=[
i really have so many question for God.
i cried in my sleep when last night because i dreamt about you.
when i heard the news i wasgoing to cry but i couldnt.
i wish i could have say goodbye.
i will deeply miss you victor.
i seriously will..
i will always remember you.
ALWAYS!
the memories i have with you i'll always keep with me till the day i die..
i realllyy misss you...sighhhhhh =[

life is much to short to not appriciate what you have people.
so love everyone.
it hit me really hard last night when i found out about Victors passing.
siigghhh i really dont know how to express my feelings into words.
but i know that im really upset.

im reallyy sorry for such a big reaction when you said those things.
but you know people are praying for Victor to live again
and you are saying that your brother is going to die soon..
im really sorry for technically shouting at you.


May You Rest In Peace Victor.
05.07.1990-31.03.2007
you will always be remembered by all of us.
and also love my us!

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