You Disappointed Me!!

have you ever felt disapponitment in life?
well this is one of the times again,..
the person i love most and look up to the most has disappoint me..
sighhh.. i dont even know why i should be upset..
but i am..
he was suppose to be the "ONE"
but he turned into something else...
sighhhhh...

ok back to the pass weeek..
well on Tuesday 16.01.07 was Khy Li's birthday..
just a month from my birthday now.. sigh..the joy of having prsents and people wishing you on your birthday..
well me and khy li arent really talking so i didnt really wish him..
this year is a whole new year with people changing everywhere..
sigh..
Khy li is also chnaging for the worse.
which makes me dont feel like being around him anymore.
anyways to KHY LI> HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY!!!
btw you destroyed your own surprise..
and as for my best friend Jessica!!she got a SURPRISE TOO!!
well i didnt work out as i planned because she was kind of angry before that..oh weelllll..
i hope she loved the present!!!
the joyof receiving presents..

and as for thursday i got an interview..
so next monday im going for a Survey.. =]
i'll get paid!! yes yes yes!! hehehehe..
soooo school is just school..
just as usual... stresssssssss
Btw did i mention i was promoted to Class tresurer?!
hehehhe

well and on friday i had an arguement with Ming!
well i love him la.. but till some extend i cant stand him anymore.
it wasnt technically and arguement because i didnt say anything but i just walked offff...
i guess it was better that way,since i always say things out of anger and then regret it later.
sighh... whats with this whole weeekk la??

studies are also killing me..
its like i cant understand!!!
my moral project isnt done either..
and friends around aren't really supportive.
why when you treat some one nice they dont in return?
i mean i know they are joking or mayb not.. but some jokes are just so mean....
sssiiiiiggghhhh... oh well.. life is just like that right?

there was a change is some stuff tooo..
which made me really happyyy....=D
hopefully it will be like that always.. =]
some one has been treating me really nice this few days too.. hmmmmm....
=D
time for bed now..
tmr is shopping time! =]
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