IKEA

lets cut everything short.
went for interview.
got the job.
now suffering like mad!

im so upset over somethings. my days just cant get any better
as long as im working hatE IKEA!
i got a freaking job in the kitchen.
its an OVEN in there. my face will be red and so will my eyes when im working.
pls some one help me!!
i dont even know why am i working?!
MONEY?? NOoOOOO!!
i went there to work with jess.
but we didnt get to work together.!!
haih im so mad at everything.
now i have to work with pam.
thank God there is still some one.
but sometimes the things you do for some one you care
is just been put to waste.
im doing all this for what??
but i never seem to be appriciated.
God know what happen.
and he knnows how i feel about it.
money isnt everything
but to some they are.
they want the easy way of getting it and sacrifise somethings that are harder to get

if pam wasnt working with me i would have QUIT on the stop.
but now i cant leave Pam there all alone.
i know how it would feel.
sigh.. my finger,back bone and feet is aching!!
we have to stand from 1 to 11.
that is around 10 hours!!
but of cause we have breaks in between.
but it doesnt do any good for me..
GOSH i HATE WORKING!!
and ivan keeps saying is GOOD!!
uuurrrgghhh!!
HE ARRRRR!!!!!

and the worst part of all!!
i got burnt by freaking hot oil!!!
bloody asshole!!!
tai sei got scolding from two people because of that!!
SERVE HIM RIGHT!!
my hand was really really pain..
sigh. i have never work in the kitchen in my house before!!
i dont even know how to on the new stove last time!!
and now they put me in some kitchen!!..=[
its realy reaally terrible!

besides that i got scolded from some idiot senior of mine
for his own freaking mistake!!
%$&^&(^&^%*^*
and i get to hear all this like hundred times a day from the customer.!!.
"more sauce please!"
"i want a bigger piece!"
"dont want jam !"
"dont want the black one!"
" why cannot give that sauce!? i want that one"
"more brocoli"
"more potatoes"
"i want to change my potatoes to mash potatoes"
oh my gosh there are so many more.
my hand is aching.my finger too!! sigh..=[

all my working partners are all malays!!
ok there isn't anything bad about that
BUT they are all guys!! MALAY GUYS!!
and they are very GATAL!
uurrgghhh!!
and they keep calling me and pam "amoi amoi"
but some are not bad la.. they call me girl and by my name.
the best is still the abang with the long hair and the chef.

now there are so many pimples coming out.
my skin on my hand is peeling.
my face is always hot!
my hands and legs are aching.
my lips are also peeling.
GOSH!! there isnt anything very GOOD bout this job
except for the food la..
they are very generous with the food they give to the workers.
we eat like 3 times in 10 hours.!! 2 tea breaks and 1 dinner break.
but still its just food!

and lastly for my liltle secret!!
haha i broke two plates!!
one was infront of everyone.
and another was in the chiller..
and no one knows except the people i love.
i was so scared when i broke the plate.
sigh!!

I HATE WORKNG IN THE KITCHEN!!
I HATE THIS JOB!
ITS GOING TO BE THE HARDEST 10 DAYS IN MY LIFE!
I ASK MYSELF AGAIN WHY AM I DOING THIS??
SIGH