Dusun Eco Resort

this is one place i swear i'll never go too but now?!!
i have no choice but to go.
why you may ask?
firstly, if i dont go the DEVIL will use it against me next year
"Bagus tak tahu apa apa kerana tak pergi camp tu la!"
"macam mana kamu nak jadi pemimpin"
"kamu tak tahu tulis surat ke?"
"kamu tak dengar ke apa sekolah nak?!"
"pergi tulis satu lagi!!"
i can imagine this coming out of his mouth already!!
secondly,if i dont go it would be so selfish to my club
we wouldnt be doing things right just because i didnt go.
thirdly, MR AMARA AND PN TEH will be harrasssing me like crazy!!
"why you never go?"
"leo got go and you never go"
"you very terrible la"
(pn teh)
"now mr zol will come find us!"
"were not doing things the right way"
"mr zol came to fire me"
"you must go your the president"
(mr amara)

this are the reasons why i dont want to go:
no hp!(there will be no line)
no shorts!
no thight clothes!
so many lizard!!
so many bugs!!
no hot water bath!
no private toilet!
no good food!(although the may feed us 6 times!)
there will be 2 i repeat 2 DEVILS there.
i will have no friends.

sigh sigh sigh. ='[

for the sake of this stupid camp i have to buy so many more things!!
and they said the camp is paid for!!
whats the whole point when you still have to buy stuff.
i need new:
sport shoes(no way im wearing my cortez into the jungle)
new shirts
more long pants/long shorts
and so many more things!!
uurrrgghhh!!
im so angry..
i dont want to go!!!!

its so unfair!!
why do they have to start some stupid camp this year
next year la!!
and why must the head go..
other clubs thier secretary can go!!
why only me for my club??!!
UNFAIR!!!!
*sob sob*=[

i DONT WANT TO GO!!! =[ *sob sob*
to tell the truth im afraid to go..=[
the last time i went there was with my church youth.
im sure those times were much better then the times that are going to come.
then i had everyone that loved me and care for me.
this time things arent going to be the same.
there are some people that will do anything to put me into trouble.
i dont want!!!=[

BUT I HAVE TO!! STUPID!!
#%^#&^O))$$)@$*&!^$!^

*God please help me and be with me there
You said you shall never leave me nor forsake me.
Pls help me have some good times there.
and i pray that i wouldnt be as bad as imagine.
Amen*