Unfairness

yesterday dad bought my sister a game boy advance. i know its cheap now but its still money! that money should have been use to buy my hp which he said he would get!!! but nooooo!! it was used to buy the bloody shit ass gameboy for my sister which is totally useless!!

at least my hp is useful!! dad says why should i be jealous over that??!! there are 101 million reasons!! he just doesnt know that!! everytime he promises something to me he doesnt give it. and now he can give my sisiter something!! she doesnt deserve it!! at least not now!! suddenly she comes home with a game boy! there is no occasion that needs to give her a present also!! why the hell does she get it!! she says its her christmas present but please she just bought her christmas present 4 days before she got tthe bloody game boy!! dad never thought about that!!

his so terrible!! im so angry and upset with him..and this isnt the first time!! his always like that.. he doesnt know how bad he hurts me.. he promised me my nike shoes till now he hasnt gotten it for me!! its like so cheap already!!! and he still says wait for sale!! how about the stupid game boy!! got sale or not?? nnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i say that he says you never go out with me!! pls la.. almost all the time he go out alone im the one with him to keep him company!! im just so angrryyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dad says i got so many things that she doesnt !! like what??? he says my hp!! of course la.. you said no hp in primary school!! and FYI my dad didnt buy the phone for me!! he says i have nike shoes!! pls la she has sketchers!! its the same.. i ask what else and he could say anymore..she has parties like every year andi dont even have and i never asked for a present either.. and now i just want a hp as a presnt which is almost the same price as the bloody game boy and he wouldnt give me!! he says she got num 1 in class. that was what? standart 1 2 and 3..i got 1st in form one.. and my prsent was only a toy dog!!! compare form one to standart 1 and compare a toy dog to a game boy? his so UNFAIR!! AAARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!

HAIH IM REALLY UPSET AND ANGRY LA.. =[ ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL.. dad will never understand!