♥

CNY happenings

2012-02-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

My heart holds dear

2012-01-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

Meeting half way

2012-01-08T23:55:00.004+08:00

It's exactly one week into the new year now.
Thus far, I've had a good start. (:

I was blessed to have spent the last 4 days overseas.
Had a wonderful trip in spite of a few hiccups here and there.
I've manage to learn and experienced some things I would have never had the chance to do here. And that is the most valuable thing I brought home with me. (:

I managed to also see a new side to my travelling partner, whom is amazing and just doesn't know it yet.

one to keep

Of never ending chances

2011-12-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

It is just a few hours from New Year's.

While everyone is out, I'm spending some time trying to pen down my thoughts at the same time planning where to spend the last few hours of the year.

What 2011 has thought me is that life is a never ending learning process. The older we get the more challenges head our way. Although life isn't glistering with gold right now but I'm pretty pleased and grateful with where I am right now.
And I have God to thank for this.

I know 2012 might not get easier but with the love and support from my friends and family I'm sure I'll get by. (:

Happy new year everyone! ♥

Last of 2011

2011-12-31T01:07:00.001+08:00

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

-Mark Twain

Reindeers and snowmen

2011-12-30T23:54:00.004+08:00

Christmas came and passed in a blink of an eye!
And here we are now ready to usher in a brand new year.

The past one month really felt like time was flying by even faster than usual. Still, Christmas has always been my most favorite time of the year! Pretty decorations, the festive music and the wonderful weather, sure makes everything a little more joyous. All the gift wrappers and rolls of ribbons lying around, smell of fresh bakes cookies and my card making station opened really made my house one hectic place to be. In spite of being absolutely exhausted on Christmas day, I really enjoyed myself this whole month.

The best part of Christmas has always the traditional Christmas party my family has with my extended family. Although not every member of my family are Christians but I'm thankful and glad this tradition has never changed.

I received so many presents this year and I'm really grateful for each and every one. These presents are more than just gifts and acts of love but it showed me how much and how well they knew me. (:

There was this particular present that got me thinking a lot.

I'll have it no other way

2011-12-10T00:43:00.004+08:00

“Happiness resides not in possessions and not in gold. The feeling of happiness dwells in the soul” –Democritus

To the land of food.

2011-12-07T14:22:00.005+08:00

As tiring as the trip was, I had fun. (:

We often surprise ourselves
by the lengths we're willing to go
for those we love. ♥

Music lights you up

2011-12-06T23:33:00.003+08:00

I've never been a huge fan of Justin Bieber and could never understand all the hype about the Bieber fever but I must admit now, that I find him rather dashing in this MV. I really like what he has done with his hair. (:

Life is a race

2011-12-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

One we can't afford not to pick our self up when we fall.

Blessed are those who wait

2011-11-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

3 down , 1 to go!

Isn't it such a lovely feeling to know that there are some who care and pay close attention to your needs and wants? (:

Can't stand them, can't live without them

2011-11-05T14:30:00.001+08:00

Dreams get you into the future and add excitement to the present.

2011-11-04T22:29:00.005+08:00

Starbucks Malaysia is currently counting down till the day they launch their first Starbucks card in conjunction with Christmas! All these countdown is really making me really really excited! Not only about the Starbucks Card but the whole idea that Christmas is once again around the corner.

Now I just have to pull through my final 3 papers and I'll be off for 3 months. Who knows where and what awaits me then. (: I'm barely half way through my exams now and I'm already dreaming about what the holidays will bring. (;

There is a Christmas
present awaiting me already ♥

out of difficulties, makes miracles

2011-11-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

Feel very under the weather today. It seems like stress is getting to me finally. Finals are in 2 days time and I just suddenly feel very overwhelmed by it all. I always have this haunting fear that I might do badly or worse, fail. Although this is not my final semester or a huge path determining exam but there is a lot ridding on it.

Sigh.

Sometimes I just feel very much like crying.

you leave me speechless and in awe.

2011-10-29T10:46:00.001+08:00

Blessed

2011-10-19T15:11:00.001+08:00

one day later
I got (;

the beauty is in the simplicity

2011-10-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

A set of Sharpie double tip markers would add to my Polaroid pictures just perfectly. (:

I want I want I want.
but should I? :P

Believe you can and you're halfway there.

2011-10-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

The Wheels @ Subang Avenue

It's scary sometimes to know that you might fall, but then it's comforting to know when you fall someone will pick you up again. (;

The best gift to receive

2011-10-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

Is the gift to travel. (:

One day I wish to see the world in all its glory.

Big bang for the buck

2011-10-07T16:43:00.003+08:00

While my friends and I have always been bargain hunters, Jasmine and I decided to pay the Padini Warehouse sale a visit last weekend. From experience, Jasmine suggested we should go early in the morning so we could skip the crowd and get the good stuff. As reluctant as I was to wake up so early to head down to Glenmarie, I still did. How could I pass at extremely good deals?!

Everything was said to be priced at RM5 and honestly I thought to myself that it's too good to be true! BUT everything was truthfully at RM5! From shoes to clothes to bikinis to jackets.

As early as we went, there were definitely more excited people compared to us! We had to queue and squeeze our self inside for about half an hour not to mention under the very very hot sun and also queue and squeeze to pay for our purchases.

I must say I had extremely good purchases! I managed to get 11 pieces, most of which were not for me but it was all worth it. The best buy of that day was my new found bikini and my little red riding hood jacket! (:

No matter how much I love bargains,
once in a while its nice to splurge (;

The tables turn so quickly everytime

2011-10-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

It's really funny how yesterday a friend of mine mentioned that everyone seems to be getting sore throat. My reply was "Where got?!". Not more than an hour later I felt my throat SWELLING UP! =.= And today I woke up feeling horrible. Whole body aching, feverish and I couldn't stop sneezing.

In spite of being sick I had to drag my self over to uni at the most craziest hour to sit for a mid semester test. Sat for the test and came back. I really dislike having to leave uni when the sun has gone down,for some reason it makes me feel sad and scared.

What a very exhausting day.

Give a man an inch

2011-10-06T13:20:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it's not only blood bond that makes us a family but perhaps also the people who knows our secrets and love us anyways, so we can finally be our self.

some people just have a good way with words (:

2011-09-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

The mind is a very powerful weapon

2011-09-27T00:26:00.006+08:00

Ahhhhh. (: What beautiful weather right now. ♥♥♥
It's been raining quite a bit lately and the rain always manages to lift my spirit for some reason. (:

at times we apologize not because we are wrong neither because we are right,
but because the value of what we have is worth more than our ego.

So eager

2011-09-23T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hope all goes well. (:

"it's what we do at the worst of times that tells the world who we really are"

2011-09-23T00:12:00.001+08:00

Loathe that it all feels so circumstantial, pushed or forced that it makes me fail to be appreciative.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and sings it back to you when you have forgotten how it goes

2011-09-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

I just love how we can spend days/weeks/months not seeing each other but yet the love we have for each other remains. ♥

A point of no return

2011-09-15T01:18:00.002+08:00

Just like bullies, who tend to only pick on someone smaller in size only because they know that they will win, we often treat some one meanly because we somehow believe that the other person will not retaliate. We also take for granted how the opportunity ever arose for us to treat that person with lack a of consideration. And when we do realize, its usually too late because some forget that two can actually play at the same game.

Dropping in and out to say hi

2011-09-09T17:12:00.002+08:00

I have this to do list which I created sometime ago, maybe years ago too and somethings I've finally gotten around to do. :P I know, procrastination is probably my middle name. But I'm glad I finally am taking dance classes which is one of my to dos!

I'm in my second month of dance class and I can say its pretty interesting and fun. The fun is also doubled because I go with a friend and things never get dull when you have a friend around right?! (: Not to mention how hot and gorgeous my teacher is! She is like smoking! I don't really know what is it about her that beams but I think its her dancing! :P

I've also been fasting from Shopping which is pretty much a killer for me! But even in this shopping drought, I've been blessed with many new things that I won. (: Nonetheless I can't wait till the shopping fast is over. (:

self control, self control

So very close to a dead end

2011-08-20T01:37:00.002+08:00

"When trust is gone, all is gone."

Sometimes people try and try and try, in hopes that things will change but what they don't realize is that things are changing.

The land below the wind

2011-08-17T00:38:00.003+08:00

Some overdue photos! :P

Back to the fast paced society

2011-07-14T11:47:00.002+08:00

Where shorts are no longer foreign
And where I fit in perfectly. (;

Letting go of that tight grip

2011-07-09T00:22:00.003+08:00

How simple is life actually?

This question has been bouncing in and out of my mind lately. I keep wondering is life even as hard as we perceive it to be? or is it all an image in our minds that we paint based on people's experiences and expectations of us?

I'm really afraid of what is next but yet I'm truly excited to know

Dog + Dolphin = Dogphin

2011-06-30T17:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday my dearest best friend turned 21!!!

7 years back, I never knew my best friend existed in high school. I spent 3 years in the same school as her and I never knew her and it was my greatest lost to have never knew her before we met. Then came form 4 when we were placed in the same class. At the beginning I never wanted to give that class a chance, not even the people in it, I felt so alone and sad because my best friends at that time were not placed with me. I didn't want to accept what was given to me. As for her, she felt afraid of being in the same class as I was due to things she "heard".

Then days and months passed by and I begin to warm up and enjoy my time with my new found friends. I'm sure she did as well and begin to realize there is probably nothing to fear about me! hahaha True? (; We begin to build relationships and a family right within those four walls of what we remember it as, 4/5 Cempaka. After so many years we continue to remain tightly held together, by what we call friendship. I'm so blessed to have her in my life. I don't think anyone can begin to imagine what she faces with me almost everyday and every time were together. (;

She has a heart of gold and most importantly patience beyond any one's imagination. She puts up with all the rubbish I give her during good times and bad times. She is apart of my life , and I can never imagine what life would have been without her. She gives me love, joy, hope and occasionally some nonsense( which hardly ever happens :P). She fills in the blanks in my sentence , she reads my mind and she gets me. She forgives me for every time I call her "Stupid" (which I do not mean at all ), for mean things I say at times, for the times I annoy the life out of her. Most importantly she listens and is always there for me (except for that ONE time you were sleeping when I called! hahaha). The list goes on and on and on. (:

Yesterday we spent 12 hours together traveling, eating, partying, singing and dancing. (; It made me recall how we ended up here today, closer than ever before. It took more than just good chemistry, it took time, love, patience and understanding and of course all this wouldn't sound real if we didn't have our fair shares of disagreement.

To many more years of friendship!

Happy birthday my love,
You deserve the best! (: ♥♥♥

Cleaning up the cobwebs

2011-06-26T13:57:00.002+08:00

It's been far too looooong. Ahhhhhhh.

Now that my uni semester is over I think I might just start blogging again. (:

Anyways I just wanted to post something up, you know how people are always afraid when someone cries? I personally think that people should be more afraid when they make me ANGRY! Because that is when I find no forgiveness in my heart. Sounds crude? That's the way life is. When someone makes you upset, sooner or later you find yourself forgiving that person and moving on, just as though nothing ever happened. But tell me what happens when some one gets on one's wrong side? Nothing nice usually ever happens.

You can only test someone's patience so much

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter

2011-01-28T01:24:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that time had fly by so quickly.
Its almost February already!
Well I can't say that I'm looking forward to it and can't say I'm not either. :/

Anyways this entry was just a reminder to me in the near future that
I had the most awesome dinner tonight along with dessert. (: ♥

Hehehehe
Goodnight world

Thank you for the wireless router!

2011-01-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

I love that I can now surf on my iPad at home!!!
No more fighting with my bro and sis! Hehe
Everyone is happier now (;

Together we bid farewell to 2010

2010-12-31T01:47:00.002+08:00

As the year comes to an end I start to ponder back on all that has happen throughout the year. All the ups and downs, laughter and tears, and all the blessing I've gotten. Sometimes somethings just feel so unreal. I cant really explain the feeling but it is something like your head knows it yet you can't comprehend it. I don't know. Just like Christmas! My best friend and I are still in a state where we can't believe that Christmas has come and gone and that now we're looking to a new year! I guess my mind just cant process everything in so fast. Its amazing how time flies and true is the saying "time and tide waits for no man".

But even if I still cant comprehend all that has happened, time does move on. I can still remember Form5 days so clearly. Its shocking how much have happened since then, Form 6 , STPM , results and now I'm already in Uni. In 3 years time I'll be making my way to work already! Scary right? But In a way I'm thankful that time flies, I believe if it didn't , those that were sad will probably still be grovelling in pain and the happy ones just wouldn't want to face that reality is hush at times. Time has forced us all to grow up in one way or another. To leave behind the past and to face new challenges in life.

I'm thankful that as time flies and forces me to grow up, I still have what i call my safety net. Whether young or old, I've got my loved ones, family and friends to guide and support me through life. Its good to know that we have each other through thick and thin. Near of far, our hearts are always close by.

I've been so blessed this year and I've had my fair share of problems too. Its good to have problems sometimes , it helps me remember that I can't do everything on my own and that there is a God that is in control and He will help me through it.

Cant say that life is a spoon full of sugar now but I know it will in time. Time does wonders. I'm kind of looking forward to a new year. Many things lies ahead from here onwards. Many things are going to change too but some changes are good right? (;

Anyways I wish all of you a very happy and blessed new year!!! ♥
Hope you guys have a good countdown!

Don't be afraid.

The extra mile

2010-12-31T00:52:00.004+08:00

♪ Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart ♪

2010-12-30T00:11:00.005+08:00

One of my best friend calls me a present junkie and in a way its true! Christmas has always been my favourite holiday as it has always been associated with gifts and just the whole mood of giving and unravelling something in a gift box is amazing! Its not so much about what is inside but the whole anticipation and surprise yet to be found in unwrapping a gift. I'm even satisfied if I'm allowed to unwrap other peoples gift. hehehehehehe. And I am blessed with a family which allows me to do that SOMETIMES!!! And friends who will wrap up anything little thing just to let me enjoy unwrapping. Oh the joy! (; ♥

During the younger days, mum would always ask us to unwrap the presents nicely so that we might be able to save beautiful wrapping papers. But as we grew older we just started ripping the wrappers out. It is way more fun that way. Especially if you have tons of presents to unwrap! You see the trick to not wasting beautiful wrapping papers is not to use expensive ones only on Christmas. Both the giver and the receiver are equally happy! I get to unveil my presents quickly and my aunts don't have to spend much on wrapping papers. (;

So Christmas this year was a lil different. I had a rather quite one but surprises were everywhere! (: Whatever it is I'm still glad and without my WHOLE family, Christmas wouldn't be Christmas!
BTW I still love pretty pretty wrapping papers ya!

Anyways I hope you guys had a Merry Merry Christmas too. (:

Sometimes somethings just make your day.

2010-12-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥ BLESSED CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! ♥♥♥

To my loves (:

2010-12-22T22:10:00.001+08:00

Jessica, Estee, Ming, Jit Yang, Cheeks and Joanna. ♥

You guys deserve the very best Christmas and new year ahead. ♥

Hope, Peace, Love

2010-12-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

In exactly 1 week's time Christmas will come!!!
♥ (: (: (: ♥

I wonder how different will it be this year. (:

HOME

2010-12-12T12:21:00.002+08:00

Singapore is tons of fun!
I've been there 2 times this year with my love Jessica. ♥
and the SHOPPING IS WONDERFUL there, at every corner lies a shopping mall. (: (: (:

In spite of all the fun, its good to be home now. (:

I guess I had a little too much fun in Singapore as I'm sick now. All the late nights and over exhaustion. I'm truly glad to be home. No more walking, walking and walking. hehehe :P

All the pictures are currently in Jessica's camera, will probably load some here after they get loaded on Facebook.

I'm lucky i get to see him first every time I get back.

Christmas is in 13 days!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥

A mile a minute

2010-12-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

Time is passing pretty fast here. (:

I'm really enjoying my time here but my days aren't exactly complete here cause I miss someone.

Anyways Jessica and I have been doing tons of walking till blisters are showing on my feet. Today first on our list was lunch at Marche. I believe it's our favourite place to makan in Singapore. (; Every time we are here we always have Marche and I'm always blessed because Jessica spends me. (: Lunch was really good today, there was 3 of us and we had 5 dishes!!! Hehehehe. I really recommend rosti in Marche to all potato lovers like ME!!! Nom nom nom

Since Jess and I have been to most of the tourist spots in Singapore, Gerry took us to 2 places of the beaten path for visitation. (: Unfortunately the places were outdoors and the sun was scorching HOT today!!! So we're kind of toasted now. Haha.

I'll probably blog in better details when in back in Malaysia. (:

So far Jessica and Gerry has been taking absolutely good care of me. (: (: (:

One day I wish to travel the world. (:

2010-12-06T21:31:00.002+08:00

Singapore is great so far. (:

Our first destination was the Singapore zoo and it rained half of our journey in the zoo.
Which was very chilly and hopefully I'll not come down with a flu now.

I got my first elephant ride today btw!!! (:

Anyways today's been really exhausting and all I want to do is to sleeeeeeeeeep now. (:

Nites people. Hope you guys have a good holiday tmr. (:

Pack your bags and let's go!

2010-12-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Singapore, here we comeee. (: ♥

When the fog disappears

2010-12-04T01:11:00.006+08:00

I finally see how different two individuals are.
How different things are.
and
How hard someone tries to tell themselves they are still happy.

is enough ever enough?

2010-12-02T20:16:00.004+08:00

be careful of the things you first utter to me.
because that is what i hear and listen to only.

After what seemed like forever.

2010-11-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

Besties Reunite ♥

Festival of Lights

2010-11-26T01:11:00.004+08:00

I'M BUMMED,MY CAMERA TAKES UGLY PHOTOS! >:/
The DSLR is too heavy to lug around and the Sony takes ugly photos, which leave me with no choice. =.= BUT TO BUY AN AWESOME NEW CAMERA like Jess's. ;) hehehe

Anyways back to Deepavali.
The person in the photo below is my now my sole source of Deepavali Celebrations, SUREN. I use to have another source but he is currently in Perth. BOOOOOO.

I wish I has more Indian friends now. I use to have many back in primary school but as the years go by I guess distance made things change. And I too blame it on my high school which is filled with majority Chinese.

As I've never actually liked form 6, these people actually buffered it for me. (: They made Form 6 wayyy more interesting and has always put up with my horrible attitudes AT TIMES. :P ESPECIALLY SUREN and JESSICA.

I use to have this early morning rule with Suren, which he isn't allowed to disturb me before recess because I claim to be cranky which I really wasn't, and I get to disturb him without any retaliation. :P

As for Jessica she has always been there! need I say more?

At times, all this little gestures of care just make me feel like a real Princess. (: hehehe

So anyways, Deepavali gave us all a chance to meet up again after we parted our seperate ways.

Time to make it official?

2010-11-16T00:46:00.003+08:00

Since it is the summer holidays now, I would love to believe that I'll be blogging much more frequently now. (;

On another note, I heard and found the most amazing and romantic love song today and perhaps one day it'll be sang to me.

Sweet smell of midnight

2010-11-15T01:35:00.002+08:00

I was just reminded how it feels like to stay out late.
The fresh air, cold wind and best of all the peace it brings when the hustle and bustle of the city comes to a halt.

(:

Just an empty space.

2010-09-30T18:26:00.007+08:00

I was so furious this evening till I didn't know what to feel.

While growing up I always felt that the worse feeling one might have towards another is disappointment and betrayal. Up till recently I realize that there is something worse I could feel towards the people I care for, that is to feel nothing at all. It is scary that sometimes I feel nothing at all towards unacceptable actions or disappointment because it shows that, that very person no longer affects me in anyway. And perhaps a simple sign that shows that I've stopped caring for that person.

My sign (:

2010-09-25T23:58:00.004+08:00

24.09.10

Rainbows make my day. (:

Last one to the car is a pig.

2010-08-27T22:52:00.003+08:00

Dinner by the beach in PD.
(:

One step closer

2010-08-05T18:52:00.003+08:00

I'm currently a student at Monash University,Sunway Campus and studying Business and Commerce.

For i can garantee that when i wake up , they will be there.

2010-07-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

What do you do someone overtakes you?

2010-07-16T01:25:00.002+08:00

Idon'tknow.

"With clothes the new are the best, with friends the OLD are the BEST."

2010-07-08T14:07:00.006+08:00

Occasion : Annual Dinner
Date : 6th of July 10
Venue : Ding's Residence
Time : 7 pm
Theme : Polka Dots

Seeing that almost everyone is back this few months , my friends and I decided to once again have our annual dinner. Every once a year, we would try to organize a dinner in a friend's place, it is more like a little party with no reason behind it. The dinner is an opportunity for all of us to dress up and gather round gossiping, laughing, sharing and of course arguing too. :P

This time it was a little different compared to the one before. We had a Pot luck Chinese dinner in the Garden. In 08 we had a candle lit Western dinner in the dining hall. (:

Everyone had to bring a dish, and I brought potatoes! I brought it there BUT Jessica helped me cook it. hahaha God know what will happen if I was the one cooking it. :P
Thanks Jessicaaaaaaaa! (: I owe you.

We had fried rice, white rice, oyster chicken, pig intestine soup, duck,nestum prawns , veg and sweet and sour pork. After dinner we had watermelon,honeydew, muffins , tea, shandy and rock candy for dessert. (;

and lastly tons of picture taking. (;

since this year's theme was polka dots, everyone had to dress up in something with polka dots or face punishment! hahahaha. And the punishment was doing the DISHES! :P

these are the ones that escaped dish washing

&

all of us
♥
(:

The joy of sharing (:

2010-07-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

wonderful night out
(:
♥

Early morning bak kut teh before he left

2010-07-02T15:06:00.002+08:00

I do miss ALL 3 of them.

♥ Piggy pig pig ♥

2010-06-30T17:03:00.005+08:00

I've been having a pretty good start to this week! (:

Yesterday one of my BFFE's hit 20! she can no longer call herself younger than me as she is currently SAME AGE as ME! :P
As her Bf and I had a surprise birthday lunch for her, we didn't know that WE were the ones heading for a BIGGER surprise! hahaha. The restaurant that I had planned to have the luncheon was being RAID the very moment my friends arrived! Authorities were shifting out practically everything in the restaurant!!! tables,chairs,fans and everything!!! hahaha. This is one we'll remember for a LOOOOONG time! ;P
So we had NO choice but to have it else where. Which we then settled in a Mexican Restaurant nearby. I really liked the place, the waiter even though half the time I couldn't make up what he was saying and the Boss who really friendly. We had drinks and 2 main courses on the house! (: OH and the best Nachos ever! (:
My BFFE was really surprised as she walked into the restaurant discovering most of her friends there awaiting her but what she didn't know was there was ANOTHER surprise waiting for everyone! HER BF! He came back from Australia without informing her! booyyyy was she happy to see him!!! (;

This BFFE of mine is NONE other than
ESTEE HOO PIK YI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGYYY!!!
I wish you all the best in all your upcomings and hope you have many many many happy returns!!! thanks for always putting up with my super ultra nonsense! you know i love you heaps and heaps!!!

Happy birthday Estee Hoo!
(;
♥

I dream a lot

2010-06-16T00:36:00.004+08:00

Lately I've been having weird dreams about friends,boyfriend, ex friends, so on and so fourth. Just basically about most of the people I know. I think I miss them very much hence all the bizarre dreams.

You see every year when May,June and July approaches I hardly ever get to see my friends as everyone's exams draws near too! This then will just make me socially deprived and then comes all these dreams. When I'm sad, stressed, or anything but happy, my true feelings kind of manifest in my dreams. I guess that is a way you'll ever know how I truly fell about something.

i miss you best friends!

small Gift , BIG package. (;

2010-06-16T00:28:00.004+08:00

So this arrived at my Lobby at approximately 3.45pm today in a White S.E. Gen 2 driven by a pretty young lady. ♥

If you guys don't already know, I am a SUCKER for gifts/present/whatever that has the element of surprise in it. So when this gift arrived,booooyyyyy was i thrilled!! and to find out what the gift was, was even more rewarding! (:

Thank you Jessica Chan ♥

In the whole universe there is only one person I call TAI KOR!

2010-05-29T12:37:00.003+08:00

On this day the best brother in the world celebrates his 23rd birthday in Bali!
In spite of all the fighting , yelling , screaming , slamming doors and a broken molar I'll still always LOVE you! ♥ :P
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA OOI XU JUN!
and Be Good! (;

Thanks for everything (:

Got it engraved (:

2010-05-28T22:24:00.001+08:00

thank you boyfriend ♥

She is HER Princess

2010-05-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

Just last Sunday I attended Beautiful Baby Aarisa's full moon. It took me quite awhile to figure out what gift would be appropriate for the occasion but I managed and settled with a pink plush heart. (:
At the beginning the party was a littleeeeeee awkward for me seeing that I find it hard being around people i don't really know. BUT I thank God for Khy Li which buffered the whole situation. (: Eventually it got better and I had a great time catching up with Wei Guan, Ser Siang whom is back from Hong Kong and Meng Leong. (:

I wish little baby Aarisa HAPPY GROWING UP and to Sarah and Husband, all the best while taking on this new journey. Get ready for years of excitement and fun with your wonderful new little princess! Congratulations! (:

credits to meng leong for the photos. (:

they don't seem too happy about it

2010-05-25T18:55:00.001+08:00

life is tough.
it is mentally draining.
sigh...

i ♥ you mummy

2010-05-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!
Thanks for everything.
(:

he left us waving goodbye

2010-04-30T18:22:00.004+08:00

after 5 weeks with him, 2 weeks in Australia and 3 weeks here, i bid farewell to my best friend AGAIN! :( it's such a bummer good times come to an end!!! don't know when I'll see him again. probably during sarah's wedding. So take care best friend! I'll miss you back here in Malaysia! :(

till we meet again!

and Thanks for everything. :)

it's been far too long

2010-04-29T17:52:00.002+08:00

last i checked, my last post was in January. seeing now that it is already April and closing in on May people would guess that I've been pretttttty busy. truth be told, BUSY isn't the correct word for me abandoning my blog but rather LAZY! sounds similar eh? but totally DIFFERENT! :P

while most of my friends either make their way to Uni or work everyday, I would be at home lazing around and spend most of my time asleep. like a koala! hahaha. fun fact. do you know that koala's sleep 20 hours a day! I definitely can't beat that! I don't think this habit of mine is very healthy either but i love the feeling of having no responsibilities!

i would love to tell you that bummers like me have nothing to think about or worry but truth is I HAVE MORE TO THINK ABOUT THAN MY FELLOW UNI AND WORKING FRIENDS!! sigh. same old,same old recurring question, "what to study and where to study?"

law? accounting? economics? business? mass comm? psychology?
UK? US? Singapore? HK? Australia? NZ? Malaysia?

im pretty much still in the same place as i was 2 years ago. CLUELESS! haha. seeing that my whole family is worried about my future , i decided to end their worries and picked something already. i don't really know whether i want to study that or go to that Uni. but a child has to do what a child has to do. oh well. nothing is confirmed so far. but when the time comes, you and i would know where i end up.

i NEED another getaway. hahahahahaha. :P

Finding joy each day in the smallest things (:

2010-01-31T23:19:00.006+08:00

the boyfriend just came over with Baskin Robbins ice cream
♥

When he hits the BIG 20!

2010-01-18T16:51:00.005+08:00

On the 16Th of January 10, a dear friend of mine turned 20! Thankfully I was able to make it to his party this year.I had a pretty wonderful time there. Seeing all those familiar faces once again made me one happy girl! :) It also made me realize that it is been 3 years now since we left high school. pfft! time really does flyyyyyy and I really do miss them.

So, the birthday boy is none other than ....

Ong Khy Li
:)

We go way back,don't we khy?
I still remember the very first time I met you back in 03. =P
I miss the good old times.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY VERY MONSTROUS BUT DEAR FRIEND! ;)
I wish you all the best
and
Thanks for never failing me.
hehehehe.

The birthday Boy and us!
Excuse the photo, it is a LITTLE too bright. =P

Sweet sweet popsicle

2010-01-13T00:11:00.002+08:00

the day well spent. :)

"blessing in disguise" ? , I think Not.

2010-01-08T00:12:00.005+08:00

What do you think about the ability to not stay mad or upset with something or someone??

I told my dad once that if it wasn't because of my good upbringing, I would love to throw my tantrum around once in a while. Like how little spoilt kids do it. Throw things around, scream, shout, cry and be angry at everyone. Just once in a while. Rather than bottling everything up. sometimes I think I'll erupt one day. Then again I don't think I'll ever be given that chance.

SIGH.

Don't know about others but sometimes I just want to be angry. Really,I want to, at least just for a longer period. I know it isn't a pleasant thing. but having to force yourself not to be angry at someone is even more more more more...............UNPLEASANT.!

I'm not saying that I want to say mad or upset with something or someone forever, cause I don't. I know I'll come around to forgiving the person very soon but I just don't want it to be too soon. When it is too soon, I feel like I'm being forced to forgive. SIGH.

Yes, I myself think that it is complicated, yet all the complication comes from me.
I just request for a little more me space.
Give me time to stay mad, upset or whatever it is. Allow me cool down when I want to,NOT when I have to.

It leaves like a weight on the heart. : /
and I think it increases blood pressure too. hahaha.

HELLO 2010!

2010-01-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

i ended up jamming in the heart of Kuala Lumpur with my best friends counting down to a new year! (:

In a blink of an eye,it was another day.

2009-12-30T18:26:00.006+08:00

I believe my year has ended with a big bang! (;

December has been pretty hectic and fun filled. From STPM ending to Christmas preparations to now the NEW YEAR!!!

I remember 2009 starting out horribly. I dreaded school so much but the tables turned when I started giving form 6 a chance and chances for new friendships to take place. Now I have these silly new faces in my life. hehehehe. (:

Old friendships still remains, it's these people you know you can count on. (: and also not forgetting the people I love without doubt, My family! They put a smile and a frown both on my face but nonetheless the support me through everything. As for my extended family, we've never been closer! From weekly activities to special occasions we never fail to celebrate it together. (:

Education wise, i pretty much graduated from Pre-U and am still clueless on what degree I should or would be taking. haha. But that doesn't worry me much now. Lets holiday first aight??
WHEEEEE!!!! (:

That pretty much sums up the more important aspects of my life this year. (:
I had a good one and I'm looking forward to a NEW year!!
Hope you guys are , too!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVES!!! (:

It's Christmas Already TMR!

2009-12-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

I Can't Wait! <3

just because you can, doesn't mean you must. just because someone lets you, doesn't mean that they like it.

2009-12-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

what a night.! URGH!!!
to make matters worse,gastric decided to pay me a visit.
SIGH!
>=/

As little children we would dream of Christmas morn

2009-12-16T00:39:00.004+08:00

this is like the 500Th time I've mention this but
I JUST LOVE CHRISTMAS TIME! ;)

all the malls are dressed in beautiful decorations and Christmas shopping is SUPERB!

the BFFE says that I'm a 'gift fanatic', which actually makes Christmas more wonderful! True True. ;) but it isn't the only reason why i love Christmas so much. It's just one of the very many reasons. hehehe

well i got my first Christmas gift today!!! the gift is from 2 little kuchirats A.K.A sister and cousin. Thank you loves. the gift was something I've been wanting for quite sometime now and it's just awesome! =P anyways i don't think it so much of what i want that makes it awesome. like the BFFE said I'm a 'gift fanatic' therefore receiving any sort of gifts feels great! it give you the warm fuzzy feeling of being loved. :)

this isn't the only gift I've received early this year!
i've got an early gift from Daddy as well. <3
Im so blessed. ;)

we'll miss you at Christmas this year Thian hong! :/

C.M.I Laaaaaaaa....

2009-12-13T15:10:00.004+08:00

do you know those days where you wake up on the wrong side of the bed. all day long, everything or anyone seems to be an irritant. you're just mad at the whole world for no particular or supporting reasons.

THAT was exactly how i felt yesterday (except the time of visit to the Myanmar refugee centre).

the day got much better when the BFFE came to the rescue! :) but poor fellow, he had no warning whatsoever. so yup, he turned into my very own personal punching bag!

butttt you are awesome, best friend! ;)
and you too piggy hoo. <3

With all the peace, all i want to do is just.....

2009-12-11T11:38:00.004+08:00

SLEEP!

You go.I'll just stay here and rest my head a little bit.
(;

The true joy giver is in the Heavens

2009-12-10T00:46:00.006+08:00

*leaps with joy*

STPM is FINALLY OVER!!! :)
the one and a half years of schooling has finally come to an end. officially im no longer associated with SMK Taman SEA. :) not to say that Taman Sea is THAT bad, but it has changed alot and it's about time i leave that place. 7 years of schooling in Taman SEA sure did leave tons of wonderful memories. :)

i believe anticipating for the exam to end is much for exciting than when it's really over.! haha. but there is NO doubt I'm really HAPPY! i mean no more burning mid night oil, no more studying in Malay, no more unending sentences in Malay ,which btw is super annoying , just no more form 6. i feels like a one ton load is lifted of my shoulders. ;)

from my experience i can say that Form6 is one tough nut! and i really do not advice anyone to take up this challenge. especially with all the new rules implemented on the new form 6's. its not only about the work load but the long hours you have to spend in school which does no good to anyone.

Oh well my journey kind of ends here now. :)
A whole new one begins when my results are out.

I'm Thankful i made it through this one and a half years. ;)

it's the most wonderful time of the year
and
I've got the freedom
I've got the holiday
I've got my friends
I've got the guy (:
and most of all,God.

what more could i ask for?
hehehehe

sometimes the simplest things becomes the hardest.

2009-10-31T23:47:00.003+08:00

it's just been a very loooooonggg day.

the darkest hour is that before the dawn

2009-10-27T22:53:00.006+08:00

i shall blog before November floods in.

the very long hours of school are finally coming to an end! i'll be leaving SMK Taman SEA in just about one and a half months from now.time does fly. it may seem sad but i honestly felt like I've left SMKTS the minute my form 5 life ended. entering form 6 in Taman Sea again didn't feel like home at all. with practically all my friends gone from my side, i had a hard time adapting to form 6. a real hard one till i gave it a chance. i do truly miss high school days. form 1 -5 and im sure i speak for many as well. schooling life is not the same without you guys. but form 6 wasn't that bad after all. :)

nonetheless form 5 was THE best. <3

Starting on the 23rd November will be my very first STPM paper and the exam continues till 9th of Disember! till then I'll most probably be off the radar either trying to relax or banging my head against the wall,studying. hahaha. i have to say that I'm looking forward to the very dreaded exam actually. i just want to get it over and done with.

I've been studying with the best friend lately, and realize how demanding STPM is,compared to her degree.we are actually learning the SAME thing. only thing is I've to regurgitate the my whole one an a half years of studies in one day onto one paper while hers is broken do into many Semesters. plus studying in Malay is so horrible. =.=

oh well.

i haven't really put much thought into my future studies lately but I'm sure looking forward to the times after the big examination! it'll be the most wonderful time of the yearrrrrrr, CHRISTMAS! woot! I'm taking part in Christmas carolling this year too btw! hehehe.

if you've got that thought, "OMG SARAH CAN SING?" ............ NO I CANT! hahahaha
singing in harmony is harddddd. =P but then again it's CHRISTMAS! ;)

p/s: i miss this 3 a whole lot <3

Years back

2009-10-06T02:08:00.003+08:00

KLCC 06

Sarah : I want to Pee!!
Alwin : What do you want me to do about it?! LOL.

Goodbye P, hello D

2009-10-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

like what every baby bird would have to learn, I've learned to FLY. hahaha
fly away from Jess' nest. LOL.

you see, my driving license has finally matured! and this requires me to renew my P license to a D license. which means I'm No longer on Probation! no more P sticker and no more getting screamed at by other drivers 'this P drivers arrrrr................#$^@%##!! '.
not that I've ever gotten yelled at though. ;)

well apparently renewing my P license would require me to head to JPJ which is located next to Amcorp Mall. knowing me, i would NEVER want to go alone. and it only makes me feel safe when i bring Jess along to do all this formal stuff. BUT Jess wasn't free this time. having no time to waste, i decided to go MYSELF! haha. time to be independent la. ;) proud of me or not Jess?!

but honestly, if i were to go again i would NOT, i repeat, i would NOT go alone! JPJ is filled with MEN! 99% of the people there are MEN! sooooo scaryyy. =/ Thank God I decided against wearing my short shorts there! also there was this men sitting next to me which was creating small talk. OH GOSH! my worse nightmare! I've been thought since young to never talk to strangers but it might be plain rude if i just don't answer. so i did what i do best, FAKE A SMILE!

so that wraps up my experience to JPJ.

have i mentioned that i love hours passed midnight??
it is the most peaceful time of a day. the stillness of it is so relaxing and it gives me ample time to do nothing and not feel left out or unproductive! =P

I'm a firefighter!

2009-10-02T17:17:00.004+08:00

taken, christmas 07

i just love this photo. =)

Happy Holidays ;)

The Land Below The Wind, Sabah

2009-09-17T00:40:00.007+08:00

as some of you already know, i spent my supposedly one week study break in Sabah, KotaKinabalu. i took tons of photos but I'm currently too lazy to upload more than 5! =P so this will have to do at the moment.

KK from my point of view is pretty quiet. of course everything there is being compared to Kuala Lumpur. but i guess the life there is way less taxing than the ones we have here. the roads are packed on weekdays and during the weekends, it's just soooooo empty! the sun rises by 6 somethinggg and they don't lock their gates during the day. try doing that in KL. =.=

i'll blog more about it when i have the moodddd. hehehe. =P
but overall i had a good trip! ;)

Sutera Habour's Jety

Dinner @ Gayang Prawn Farm

Manukan Island

Sunset @ Tanjung Aru Beach

Laban Rata @ Mount Kinabalu.

excuse the blur photos ya.
something is WRONG with my camera. =/
it takes blur photos. ARRGGHHH!!

what sunshine is to flowers, smiles are to humanity

2009-09-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

it's the time of the month again!
NO not my period silly! haha.
time to update my blog!

i told myself I'll do it at least once a month now till STPM examination is OVER and DONE with. then only would i have ample time to blog and have actual interesting stuff to blog about!

life is just the same old same old. study,exams,study,exams. it seems like a never ending process honestly. today itself is the very last day of my trial exams, i thought i would feel a great sense of relief somewhere deep down but it doesn't seem like a lasting impact. i mean i still have to study for the real upcoming exam. sigh =/ it IS the MOST draining thing ever to prepare for an exam. all the time and effort you invest in it. and yet it doesn't guarantee you the fruits of your labour. ARGHH! just leaves you all empty and numb! =.=

the school has just gotten more ridiculous as school hours have been extended now. only for the form 6's, which i personally think is a pure waste of time! oh well just a few more months and I'll be out of this nightmare.

lately, everyone has started leaving for UK! I've been to KLIA 2 times in 6 days. 4 times in 2 months. it really does feel sad when you see your friend leave, but at the very same time you're just so happy for them. aiya KLIA gives people mix feelings. =P i wish all who has gone overseas,all the best and I'll miss you guys truck loads! ;)

im really looking forward to see you all besties during the holidaayysss!!! ;)

exactly 5 months. :)

I went, I saw, I conquered!

2009-08-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

The top of Mount Kinabalu (;

pls excuse my hair.
i made it up and down alive and kicking.
:)

Dreaded Tuesdays

2009-08-13T00:24:00.004+08:00

buttt yesterday turned out way better than expected. ;)

Facts about my very missed best friends ,

the best bear hugs comes from Mr. Tung!
Mr. Yong, a whiz who scored 5 A's in his AS exams!
there is a sexy mole located on Mr. Chong's collar bone!

;)

in one's element

2009-07-30T23:20:00.006+08:00

you let me be me,
thank you.

your the nicest way to end the day ;)

ever wonder whether your existence makes a difference?

2009-07-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

yours definitely does.
feels good just to speak to you at the end of a day.
;)

Heres to the nights that turned into mornings and the friends that turned into family.

2009-07-23T00:15:00.004+08:00

Sweet dreamsssss

2009-07-23T00:13:00.001+08:00

the most wonderful things happen when you least expect them.

(;

You may not notice but Clothes never LIE!

2009-07-17T01:10:00.003+08:00

ARGHH!! i feel like throwing out my whole wardrobe and buying new clothes! =) since the recent weight gain i don't think many of my clothes fit well anymore. which is a constant reminder that I've gained weight! =.= such a pain! =(

As some of you already know that for the past few weeks/months I've been searching for a dress for my cousin's upcoming wedding. i never thought i would actually say this but i got tired of dress shopping at one point! =/ went to almost everywhere, tried 70 over dresses and found nothing! so while i thought all hope was gone i stumbled upon my most awesome new dress! ;)

lets update a little.

In April/May i sat for my MUET (Malaysian University English Test) and a few days back i received my results. i don't know whether the results were good but I'll be retaking it. for what ? i don't know either.. =/ self achievement/satisfaction? kiasunesss?? haha who knows....

life seems to be very mundane now. especially with the upcoming STPM examination in 4months time. believe me form 6 is far from easy. =/

hmmm what else??

I've started thinking of what field i would like to further my studies in next year. but I'm still practically clueless about it and i think I'll be in this state for a very long timeeeeeee...

my love life is currently non existence. hahaha ;) but there is someoneeeeeeeeeeeee......=)

i miss the difference he makes
3months

If you love someone more than anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

2009-07-12T13:31:00.001+08:00

how do you openly express how much you miss someone?

=/

2009-07-03T17:01:00.001+08:00

Merci chocolates are SUPERB! <3

;)